Saturday, June 19, 2010

earning Gods love?

hey guys my name is kaitlyn and I'm new here. I'm a pretty kool kid id say. OK so any ways iv been reading a lot in Acts lately. iv always thought that Acts was the holy spirit chapter, and in a way it is but i think their are many more important points to Acts. What God has really been revealing to me is how i try to earn his grace and love. which when you think about it is completely ridiculous! how can we possible earn Gods love??? what could we possibly do for God that he needs? in Acts 17 . 24-27 it says:

the God who made the world and everything in it
is the Lord of heaven and earth does not live in
temples built by hands. and he is not served by human
hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself
gives all men life and breath and everything else.
from one man he made every nation of men, that
they should inhabit the whole earth; and he
determined the times set for them and the exact places
where they should live. God did this so that men
would seek him and perhaps reach out to him and find
him, though he is not far from each of us.


so this clearly says that God isn't served by us, in the simplest way possible God does not need us. but thankful he wants us, like it says at the end God did all this for us so that hopefully we would reach out to him. God just desires for us to have a relationship with him and when we try to "earn" his love we get in the way of that. Its almost insulting to God to try to earn his love because it diminishes what he did for us. he died a horrible and painful death for us and to think we can repay that is insulting. the best way i can think to explain it is with the movie stranger than fiction. i dont know if you guys have seen this movie but its pretty great and if u haven't seen it u should definitely check it out. but any ways that's besides the point, OK in one part of the movie this girl makes cookies for the main character because she knows hes had a hard day. the main character though being an idiot tries to buy the cookies from her instead of just accepting the gift. obviously it insults her, I'm mean who wouldn't be insulted! she slaved all day to make those cookies for him and instead of him just accepting them he has to be difficult. well aren't we kind of doing the same thing with God? hes given us this awesome gift but instead of just accepting it we try to pay for it. its a dumb thing to do and it will never work! i think coming to terms with the fact that God is just God and he does everything for us because he loves us not because he needs something will bring us closer to him. it will allow us to stop doing stuff for God because we feel we have some debt to repay, we will simply do things for God because we love him. so stop trying to earn Gods love, just have a relationship with him.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Relying on the Source

There came a time in the history of God's chosen people, the Israelites, when the twelve tribes were split into two nations. This happened during Rehoboam's reign, when a man named Jeroboam led a revolt against him. Jeroboam was a sinful man; he lived in defiance of God, leading astray everyone who followed him. So when he seized the throne of Israel, it became a nation ruled by false gods and generally sinful living. Rehoboam, along with those Hebrews who still remained loyal to the Lord, retreated to the land of the tribes of Judah and Benjamin; they formed their own nation, called Judah, and continued to worship and seek the Lord at the Temple in Jerusalem. From that day forward, Judah and Israel existed at odds with each other, and were often at war.

Fast forward two generations. Asa was king of Judah; Baasha, of Israel. King Asa was a righteous, holy man, and loyal to God; he set a good example for the people of Judah, and did not allow them to follow the pagan practices of Israel. God saw this and blessed Asa with peace and a prosperous kingdom for thirty-five years.

Then a Cushite named Zerah went to war against Asa. Now, Asa had a sizeable army- 580,000 highly capable soldiers. But Zerah? Zerah had an army of over a million! When Asa saw that the opposing army was twice as large as his, he did the right thing- he went straight to God.

"Then Asa called to the LORD his God and said, 'LORD, there is no one like you to help the powerless against the mighty. Help us, O LORD our God, for we rely on you, and in your name we have come against this vast army. O LORD, you are our God; do not let men prevail against you.'" (2 Chronicles 14:11)

And that's exactly what happened. The Judaens relied on God, and He gave them the victory, even though they were so ridiculously outnumbered. They put all their trust in Him- all their eggs in His basket- and He came through for them. But unfortunately, Asa let the success go to his head.

Some time later, King Baasha of Israel began to fortify the border with Judah, threatening an attack against Asa. And despite the great miracle that God had worked earlier in Asa's life, and despite the fact that Israel was a lot less powerful than Zerah's army of a million, Asa didn't trust God to come through this time. Instead, he went and recruited human help: the king of Aram. Aram allied with Judah, and they successfully captured several Israelite towns and extinguished the threat from Baasha. But the victory came at a price.

As King Asa was enjoying his victory, a prophet of the Lord came up to him and told him that since he had relied on the king of Aram and not God, Judah would lose the peace they had been enjoying and be defeated in battle by Aram later on. Asa turned angry and bitter when he heard this; he arrested the prophet and began to oppress the Judaens. He turned away from God completely, refusing to ask for His help even on his deathbed. Asa ended up dying in sin and disgrace in the eyes of the Lord, and all because he had rejected the help that God wanted to give him.

You see, after God provided for him against the army of over a million, Asa soon took Him for granted. He quickly forgot what it felt like to need God, to be on your knees begging for His help because you know you can't save yourself. And so when trouble came, he didn't go the Source of eternal life and strength, the one that he couldn't see. Rather, he went to the king of Aram, a source of tangible strength that he could see, and understand.

The problem is, human strength only goes so far and only lasts so long. But God is eternal; he's the Beginning, the End, and everything in between. God is the God of creation, of all the beauty and majesty of the world that He created in His own power. He is the same God who became flesh and dwelled among us, who healed the blind, calmed the seas, raised the dead to life- again in His own power. The Lord is capable of greater things than we could ever hope for or imagine... and yet Asa traded God's unlimited power for the limited power of man. And why? Because he didn't have faith in God's fidelity. Because it was easier for him to put his trust in something he could see, rather than betting every last cent on the Almighty God.

Asa settled for less, and he got less. But we don't have to settle. God is willing and capable of taking what we entrust to Him and then blessing us with it beyond our wildest imaginations.

"For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him." (2 Chronicles 16:9)

And so, the message is this: When the Lord has blessed you the way that He blessed Asa, don't take it for granted. Remember the times when you needed Him most desperately and how He came through for you then. Look back on your life and force yourself to see how far He's brought you, and the kind of sins He's lead you out of- don't pretend that you were always in this peaceful state of resting in the Lord. Most of all, never forget the things that He has done for you and the powerful way that He has loved you, so that when your faith is tested, you can point to your spiritual journey and say, "He brought me through all that; He can surely conquer this."

Friday, June 4, 2010

A new command

John 13:34-35: "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."

The past few days, I've felt so tired of the routine of my weekdays. I wake up, rush through my morning routine, go to school, come home, goof off for a little while, slog through my homework, start getting ready for bed at 10, spend ten minutes reading my Bible and praying at around 10:15, and then I fall into bed exhausted by 10:30. (Lather, rinse, repeat.) On days like those, my devotional time feels more like a hurried afterthought. Weekends are the only times when I can spend as much time with God as I would like to every day. But until the school year ends, I don't see a way to fix that.

What I really want is a way to honor God and do things that are of the Lord during the week, even while I'm in school. That's where John 13:34 comes in. Jesus commands us to love friends, enemies, and strangers alike; by doing this, we mark ourselves out as something more. People see that and they recognize that there's more to us, and they may realize that it is the living God who makes us more. This past week, I tried to be more gracious and loving towards the people who I came in contact with; but I'd like to make it a conscious decision- a decision to see people the way Jesus sees them and treat them the way Jesus would treat them.

Now, that was a a very easy thing for me to type; but I know it will be much harder for me to actually live it out, especially when it comes to loving my enemies.

Luke 6:27-28: "But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you."

Not gonna lie- I have no idea how to live that out. And they're nice words, but if I don't find a way to live them out, that's all they'll ever be- just ink on a page. So, Lord, I'm praying that You'll show me a way to love my enemies next week. I haven't done so well in the past- I've lost my temper and hit back, and I've said harsh things about them when they're not around. I'm sorry for that, God. I know that it doesn't honor You when I respond to an attack with a comeback. Please be with me, and teach me how to respond to ill treatment with forgiveness, mercy, and love.